Brain storming. Trying to write something new. Currently on speed, withdrawing from opiates, and debating on taking a bit of suboxone while I wait to re-up on dope.
- 1 month ago
I’ve seen heaven and stand above, because here is where it fell.
My doom and gloom fits like a glove, such armor suits me well.
I’ve gained freedom and found love. I’ve fought back my own personal hell.
Here, on earth, is where paradise exists, but which direction it lay I can never tell.
- 1 month ago
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Electronic chips self-heal after laser blast
It might sound like the stuff of science fiction, but a team of engineers at the California Institute of Technology (Caltech), for the first time ever, has developed just such self-healing integrated chips.
The team demonstrated this self-healing capability in tiny power amplifiers. The amplifiers are so small that 76 of the chips—including everything they need to self-heal—could fit on a single penny.
In perhaps the most dramatic of their experiments, the team destroyed various parts of their chips by zapping them multiple times with a high-power laser, and then observed as the chips automatically developed a work-around in less than a second.“It was incredible the first time the system kicked in and healed itself. It felt like we were witnessing the next step in the evolution of integrated circuits,” says Ali Hajimiri, professor of electrical engineering. “We had literally just blasted half the amplifier and vaporized many of its components, such as transistors, and it was able to recover to nearly its ideal performance.
The team’s results appear in the March issue of IEEE Transactions on Microwave Theory and Techniques.
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- 1 month ago
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I’m just asking for an infection at this point.
I’m scraping straws that were previously used countless times to blow dope, so it’s probably a mixture of nasal bacteria, table-top dusty mites, and dope from half a dozen different stamps.
I’m using the cotton balls left over from previous IV’s that have been tossed into the ziplock case I hide my rigs in, once again covered in blood born bacteria from me and half a dozen other people who have IVed in my room, and whatever bacteria latches onto exposed bodily fluids, and then the residue of several different types of street-sold heroins.
I am asking for an infection, being armed with this knowledge and still carrying through with these methods, and I completely get that. Anything to send this withdrawal sickness on it’s merry way, if only for a little while.
And I’m sad to confirm that this method of depravity is working to an extent thus far. My runny nose faded almost instantly, and I can feel the slight rush of dope sloshing around in the background of my consciousness.
- 1 month ago
- 4
Vincere Vel Mori
I’m entering desperation mode, soon the heroin will be gone from my system. I am uncertain whether this is good or bad news, because now more than ever I am more likely to do something ‘stupid’ like steal to pay for said addiction, or just use a whole lot with someone generous folks.
I know too many other addicts. This can never be a simple thing for me, but simple is boring and I need a challenge.
To conquer or die.
- 1 month ago
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So let’s see, I have eighty dollars that I’ve painstakingly saved the past couple days doing small deals here and there. Twenty more dollars so I can turn this hundred into two hundred, then two into four, and so on.
Why does my money always disappear? Oh I know, because women and heroin addictions are expensive.
I already know that if I buy any heroin to sell, I’m going to have to do some of it. I don’t have nearly as many customers as I used to either, so I will hold onto this longer than it’s taken me just to save up for it. Shiiit.
- 1 month ago
So, today I’m supposedly going to quit heroin because I’m getting my amphetamine again. Exactly twelve hours from now.
From downers to uppers. Transit equilibrium.
Good idea?
- 2 months ago
