August 2011
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Class tomorrow pretty early (2pm is early when you’re me) and here I am thinking about how many months it’s been since I’ve gotten a good fuck. Where are my priorities? Time for a most likely futile attempt at sleep.
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One of those days where I don’t feel the need to fake a smile, ‘cause my life has a fifty-fifty chance of being worth something starting tomorrow. Last chance before I end up a heroine addict working at fast food places or some shit.
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So this is what I did today…
Got ditched by a friend, who came to me because she herself got ditched by her boyfriend. Ironic. She said she’d be right back and that I should wait for her. Walked around for an hour at like two-three in the morning waiting only to get a call saying something came up.
Walked my dog sometime this morning and got yelled at by an old man because my dog...
neinsouls-deactivated20130205 asked: "I only sleep with people I love, which is why I have Insomnia."
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I apparently need to buy five books for my music theory class… Hmm..
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First class of college...
I have Music Theory today, but I have no idea where it is. Sweet. Supposedly the teacher of this class is some spazzy really passionate about music russian immigrant lady, so it sounded like fun.
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I'm going to kill myself if
I don’t figure out something to do today in the near future. And I don’t mean literally commit suicide, I mean I’m going to have to take a lot of speed just to stay awake for the third night, because NOBODY wants to do anything EVER. Maybe people just hate me, that wouldn’t surprise me at all.
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Haven’t slept in two days, outside smoking a cigarette watching the hurricane tear things apart.
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I got so worried. For a second I thought I might have to go on living without interwebs…
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Lawl, my computer had the most obnoxious virus ever, but “Spybot- Search and Destroy” saved the day and stopped it from corrupting my entire PC. I suggest everyone deletes their Macaffee or Norton and downloads Spybot S&D ‘cause it’s free and just plain better at everything. To get your own Spybot for free!!! go to http://www.safer-networking.org/en/index.html Trust...
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Where can I go to save my soul?
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So I’ve been setting up my class schedule and it turns out to log in to the web registration I need to use an internet account they created for me, but they made the account and didn’t tell me the log in information for it and didn’t set up security questions so I can’t get my log in information, so I’m going to have to go all the way back to HCC and schedule my...
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I’ve learned that five months is too fucking long. I need to get laid.
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I’m afraid that I’ll be taken Abandoned, forsaken In her cold coffee eyes
overhead, without any fuss, the stars were going out.
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Like ripples in a pond that echo eternally.
52 hours without sleep, while I look around my room it’s making me feel a bit nostalgic because everything is drifting and trailing ever so slightly like a very gentle acid trip. I don’t have that uncomfortably weird emotion of dying yet. It’s really hard to describe because it isn’t exactly frightening, but it’s like having the knowledge that you’re about to...
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kiltroutgore:
“We come to work, have lunch, and go home. We goose-step in and goose-step out, change our partners, wander all about, sashay around for a pat on the head and promenade home till we drop dead. Really, I ask myself every now and then…is this all there is for me to do? Is this really the most I can get from the few years left in this one life of mine?”
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Joseph Heller; Something...
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Been awake for 28 hours so far, occupying myself by playing some poker with my brother and two of his friends who have been coming around since I was little so they’re practically like my uncles. I want to find some people to play poker for money, I’d fuck their shit up.
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It’s not good to have an ash tray near you when you’re going through tumblr pages, ‘cause when you laugh at retarded memes and such, the ashes fly everywhere.
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“No great genius has ever existed without some touch of madness.”
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I never cease torturing myself pointlessly. There’s nothing to lose and everything to gain. I see you there. I can smell your fear and taste your soul.
Rewatching the first season of A Game of Thrones.